Archive for May, 2010

Fading dream


Fading dream

As a little gal
I looked at myself as a princess,
Beautiful, smart
And so adorable

My biggest dream was a white wedding
All dressed in a white Cinderella gown
With my prince charming in my right hand!
Oh that was my dream.

At this moment and time,
I don’t even want to think about it.
It really hurts me a lot.

My hope drains down every moment
The dream is fading with each minute that goes by.
The sky is filled with lots of clouds,
Am surrounded by shadows

My dream,
Dim as you look
I still want you in bright color
My biggest dream,
Fading dream
And I can’t do a thing to stop it.

May the winds of heaven
Chase the clouds in the sky
For me to see my dream
In full color like I used to

Beneth
24/05/2010

May 27, 2010 at 8:49 AM Leave a comment

All I’ve done


All I’ve done

I have text lots of SMS to you
Hovered at the send option
Thought over it, over and over
I hit cancel,
And wished I; I had sent it.

I have hovered at dial,
Looking at your name over and over
Yearning to talk to you…
And tell you all that I feel for you

I have called to meet you several times
Purposing to tell you everything

It seems I can’t get
To the point of all
That I want to say to you

The look at your face leaves me speechless
Your voice keeps me calm
And your hands comfort me…

Well I have done a lot,
Some I don’t even remember.
I want you to know that I care about you so much
I think and pray for you all the time
And I wish only the good to come your way

Oh,
Before I fail to say it again
I just need you to know that
I love you, and never forget that.

Beneth
21/05/2010
Just 4 you.

May 27, 2010 at 8:48 AM 2 comments

Blame me not


Blame me not.

I know you need to know what I feel for you.
I know you expect it asp, though you say,
‘Take as much time as you need…’
For waiting kills you inside.

I wish I could.
I wish I was sure
So many gaps are in my heart.
My heart says one thing and my mind says another.

Confused I sound
Blame me not,
I have failed to trust my heart…
Am caught in between two cities!

This heart disappointed you,
My mind reminds me every moment.
Now am scare to trust it again.

Follow your heart,
Am always advised… but how?
How can I trust this crazy thing?

For the pain I have caused,
Blame me not,

For the worries I have planted
Blame me not.

Am working on it
All I need is more time,
Hope you will still be waiting
Waiting for me

Beneth
24/05/2010

May 27, 2010 at 8:47 AM Leave a comment

Hooked


Hooked

My eyes
See only you
And that is all I need to see
Everything else is dart,
Yet am bothered not

My chest gets heavy
When we hurt each other
But the good feeling I get
When you’re close to me
Is way beyond the pain I feel
Just like the fish in the water,
Am hooked to you

I need to give up
My desire for swimming in the waters
And start dancing with you.

Hope the dance will last for ever
For I will die
If I lose you

Beneth
21/05/2010

May 27, 2010 at 8:47 AM Leave a comment

Until you say it.


Until you say it.

May be my heart is lost
May be confused
May be stupid to hope

You are my love
My mind, heart and soul
Are sold to you…
All my love is yours.

What more do you want from me?
Every thing of mine,
You have taken.

For what it’s worth
I love you.
And I will be waiting
Right here besides you…

Until you say it
Until you say to me,
‘I love you’
For my place is right there besides you.

Beneth
21/05/2010

May 27, 2010 at 8:47 AM 1 comment

Look at me


Look at me

Sitting here all pretty yet you don’t see
The fact that I’m doing nothing with my life
I’m not anyone’s wife, instead I’m having fun
My life is not done, at least am better than you
And there’s nothing you can say or do

Gosh am tired of lies,
You say am good when you don’t believe in you own words.
You hate the fact that I’m alive,
Yet am trying to survive,
I struggle like any other man on earth

You’re my number one fan,
Instead of hating the fact,
Just embrace it,
Denying it won’t change a thing.

Am pretty, what a pity
Your loss not mine
So look at me now.

By Beneth, 12/05/2010

May 12, 2010 at 9:25 AM 4 comments

Am shining


Am shining

Am like a little bird,
That has just learnt to fly,
So many words a flapping in my mouth
I wish you were listening in.

I don’t have all I need,
Yet I blame no body,
I don’t know if I should hate this or love it?
For Happiness is always cut short by SAD moments

Am shining,
May be not for long,
Anyhow, who cares?
This is my moment,
If am to bright
Don’t blame me,
Get shades


By Beneth, 12/05/2010

May 12, 2010 at 9:22 AM 1 comment

A cry of my heart


A cry of my heart

My face is stained with tears,
I don’t think you understand me,
For you think I have all you could ever want

I need to know how it feels,
To be a wife,
To be a mother,
To raise a family of my own
To be acknowledged and known

Are you still wondering?
Wondering, why I cry?
I have told myself to stop crying,
I wish I could listen

Is that too much to ask?
How long must I wait?

No short cut,
So I got to wait,
Just like a baby waits for sunrise to play

Help me Lord,
As I wait for the sun.

By Beneth, 12/05/2010

May 12, 2010 at 9:17 AM Leave a comment

The one and only


The one and only

I felt my heart drop,
As I watched you go
It’s like I died that moment.

My heart, poor heart,
Nothing matters anymore!
No laughter, joy, or happiness

May be am giving up too fast?
May be he will come back?
Was that the one and only one for me?
Did I lose my chance for ‘happy-ever after’?
These questions are killing me.

Oh God, Tell me
Was he…
Was he one and only?

I hope he was not,
For I have a great love to share.
And still I need love in my life.


By Beneth, 12/05/2010

May 12, 2010 at 9:16 AM Leave a comment

Mr. Gentle Hash


Mr. Gentle Hash

He came to my life,
Like a wind that harms no plant,
Gently my heart opened,
Like a flower opens to the rain

Soon, everything was fishy,
The care, faded away,
Without warning!

My heart was left hang on a spider rope
Assured of falling and breaking
I don’t even have a chance to plea my case
Or even a second hearing.

Something will forever be misunderstood,
I wish our eyes can see into the hearts of others,
May be then I will understand
All the questions he left in my heart

Much as I want a knife in my hands
All I can do is to shake off the mad,
Life seems to have more in store.

By Beneth, 12/05/2010

May 12, 2010 at 9:15 AM 2 comments

Is life unfair?


Is life unfair?

Life is a journey, so they say, so we believe: a journey that is started for us and one that we must embrace and enjoy. A walk is never fun; unless you have a partner to share it with.

Most of us spend our lives trying to find that person we can share our lives with, on the other hand the rest lose their partner without even knowing who they are, so we end up at a river of emptiness crying life is not fair.

But is life really not fair? It’s as though some of us like playing cat and mouse without realizing how ugly this game is really is! We still enjoy our ‘Tom & Jerry’ cartoons, we learn from them and we imitate them… not realizing how much we hurt ourselves.

Humans we not meant to be alone, so don’t not try to isolate yourself, a good number of our friends and family have already gone home, they did not get a chance to live on and watch the sunrise today.

Look around you; you have got many friends, your family, there even more new people to meet. Those that have passed away would cry if they heard our complaints, we should not be the ones to say life is not fair; it’s like we have forgotten what we have.

We have got life, what more do we need that we can’t get?

May 6, 2010 at 11:11 AM Leave a comment


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My name is Beneth Musiime Akoola, simple and very Imaginative.

I don't like crowds. However when it gets to online, i just want to talk to every one.

Am shy with new faces but those who get to know me, they will tell you am very talkative.

This blog is just another part of me, that likes 'telling' others whatever is on my mind.

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